Hello... Anybody There?

It's been a while, I know. Been meaning to write or at least upload my vlogs on here. Yet it has been me chasing time. Me against procrastination. Getting over the apparent wall, called the writers block. And the bottom line is: belief, self assurance and trusting your inner self. And above all trusting in God.

For a while now, I have had the distinct urge to write, to document, to share my 2 cents with the world. Or a few who will somehow wonder onto this platform. So I decide right here, right now. To cut down dramatically my Netfliximg and chill time. And focus on my apparent calling. I have been put to the point of discomfort, when from time to time, I would hear deep from the inner realms of my being " write, go on, just write, you gotta write - now!" 

Floating in and out of consciousness ideas and stories cry out to free themselves and be heard. Even if, just to seen by the write herself. Today I choose to brush aside the temporary discomfort of getting my writing groove back, I decide to remove the debris of self judgement and accept to lay one brick of self belief and trust, one at a time. Apparently writers are the most self critical individuals on planet earth. As it is, I have been in the process of writing this piece since the early hours of the 29th. And thanks to the distraction of a toddler in need of my fully And thanks to the distraction of a toddler in need of my full undivided attention, that 3 months on I am now continuing this blog post. And as I type, whilst breastfeeding, he is trying to nudge my hand off the key board and using his cuteness saying "hello", so that I keep my eyes on him not the screen.

I am glad to say, 3 months in. I have written a few blogs and created a couple of vlogs and many more in the process of editing. We have gone live with my parenting journal blog, which is called Mama Baba Beau Beau.

So goodbye procrastination. Hello productivity and meeting my deadlines.

Its all about just doing it in 2018. Its never to late.

...........  Its now June.  Even if it's 6 months down the line,  Still going to push through.  You know when you have written a wonderful and comprehensive email or word document then you turn around, and the computer switches off or you randomly loose your heart felt thoughts and feelings.  Well that happened to me and I guess that is why it has taken me 6 months to get back here any finish what I started.  However better late than never, right? 

A lot has happened since I last popped by.  I had a little bean in the belly.  And the new human is almost 2 years old.  Every day is an adventure.  With so much to share and not much time to share it in.  I literally need to put off sleep, as I type its going for 2am, in order to fulfill the task at hand.

So life is busy, to say the least.  However I shall not loose sight of the targets and goals.  SO. deadlines, here I come!

 At The Memorable Baby Shower 

 

Around 8 months preggers. Yes, I enjoyed looking elegant 

and heels were called for in this outfit